Day 30

So I am going to post 2 separate ones. Yesterday was my dad's side, family reunion. We didn't get home till late, so now I am posting about yesterday.
I didn't loose any weight. I have come to the conclusion that when I work hard at the rental, I don't loose any weight, because I am sweating a lot and not drinking enough to compensate. I am fine with that. Just as long as I don't gain.

The day started early in the morning, getting everyone ready to head up to the reunion. It was in Indianola. Never heard of the place, but new it was kind of by Moroni. When we FINALLY got there, it was time to eat. On the way up, I had my chicken and started eating my broccoli. (I had steamed it before we left, I like it much better cooked.) It didn't taste too good without salt, so I waited till I could eat some salt with it.

Well, lets just say, I fell apart. Still being hungry and having EVERYONE eat, it got to me. I had to go to the car and cry. While I was in there, I decided to write down what I was going through. So here it is, with no adjustments:

I am almost done with the 500 calories and today has to be the hardest day. I am at a family reunion and all there is, is food. I am hungry so that doesn't help, I am actually crying because it is hard. I had to go sit in the car away from everyone just so I can bare it.
I only have 4 more days of the shots, then 3 days more day after that of the 500 calories, with no shots. Would it be worth the risk of a 3 day set back or even gaining some weight, I am not sure.
I think if I can stay away while everyone is eating, I will be able to resist.
When I was at my cousins wedding it was hard, but not everyone was eating at the same time. Plus I could go somewhere and look around. Here in the Indianola mountains there is nothing to go explore, also I am wearing flip flops, not the best of choice.
So here I sit in the car, away from everyone, writing down my feelings.
It has helped writing them down. Now let's see how it goes.

I did it, I didn't succumb to temptation, I didn't cave. I am VERY proud of myself.